Mental Health Update

I’m dealing with a range of emotions while my ‘good’ eye is loosing sight fast. The world is no longer clear in any way, shape or form. Where there was once definition and recognition, there is now a foggy haze. I’ll be heading down to the eye center this coming Wednesday- I’m pretty sure what they’ll tell me, that the myositis is spreading. I’m tapering off the prednisone, slowly getting it out of my system, but I still can’t walk far nor do much without help. I wanted to sanitize my bird feeders today, but I did good to strip my bed before I tumbled back into it. I sleep too much.. and I know it’s depression sneaking into my psyche, because part of me wants to be numb and not deal with this any longer.